upcoming changes

many changes are on my horizon. but change is good right?

first: my roommate situation is changing. one is leaving, one is moving in. this all feels a bit bittersweet, but it really is best for everyone. my house has been a pretty miserable place to be at lately.

second: school starts on monday. holy fuck shit. if i felt like a crazy person before, i am going to be certifiably insane in a bit. i am going down to 36 hours at immecor, 12 hours at intel and taking 12 units at school. the thing that scares me is two of my classes are labs (microbiology and physiology) which means the requisite weekend labs are going to be part of my unofficial schedule as well. sigh. i will miss my free time.

third: seattle. it's coming. faster than i think. emily is making preliminary plans, which is good. i think the more plans set in stone, the more comfortable we will all feel about the pending changes. i usually hate being a planner (life is more exciting being spontaneous), but as past experience has dictated, moving to a different state not only happens before you know it, but also it involves a lot of pre-move work. especially since three of us (not most likely - will dammit! :) ) will be involved.

fourth: my mind. it's getting messy again. i need to re-focus on myself again. but who has the time?

fifth: i ate cheese and mayonaise yesterday. and i had some m&m's today for the first time in seven months. i wish i could say i felt guilty, but it was heaven. i swear i'll be good again.

listening: n.ln "this morning"
actively: avoiding looming project due in an hour